So, I’ve spent the past year diligently working to ruin and destroy my reputation, both on-& offline. I’ll be transitioning to a female identity (only surgeries I’ll get are a 100% genital delete & a pair of 38C tits installed) and will have ZERO use for my old name. I have hated being Steven for so long, hated the name so much I first wanted to change it when I was 12. So now, instead of retiring it, I decided to kill it off, tarnish everyone’s collective memory of it, and nuke the name (and the final remnants of its accompanying personality) into dust.

I am going to vaporize everything that was, is, and ever could be Steven Burdette Ellison. At long last, that reputation was mortally wounded. One twist of the knife, it dies!

I’m pretty proud of the fact that I have damn near managed to make my plan work! I’ve amassed a sizable collection of short videos covering the most embarrassing things that one could imagine, family secrets I had been part of, videos of me smoking something that is not a plant, etc. I could care less what my relatives & former  coworkers think about the things I’ll be posting; if anything it’ll be my posts about going back into whoring that’ll upset everyone the most. But hey…fuck ’em!

All that’s left to do now is to give life to Steven’s newly transformed reputation…as a pitiful addict, worthless husband, a useless father, whose spectacular failure at being a man will only be eclipsed by his wholehearted embrace of his feminine side, proudly calling himself a sissy and publicly identifying as a “faggot” to all. Ideally, I’d like to sre my old name on Urban Dictionary, with a definition like, “Steven Burdette Ellison-a man who has failed so magnificently at being a man, he does a quick 180 and goes full speed to be the most feminine & gayest person he am be.”